This evening was one of too much thinking, with no solutions to any of the multitude of problems which seem to appear- when you give them the chance! In the end I did something productive and cleared up my files on the computer and came across this;
Sweet Darkness
When your eyes are tired, the world is tired also.
When your vision has gone, no part of the world can find you.
Time to go into the dark, where the night has eyes to recognize its own.
There you can be sure you are not beyond love.
The dark will be your womb tonight.
The night will give you a horizon, further than you can see.
You must learn one thing: the world was made to be free in.
Give up all the other worlds, except the one to which you belong.
Sometimes it takes darkness
and the sweet confinement of your aloneness to learn
anything or anyone that does not bring you alive
is too small for you.
~ David Whyte ~
(House of Belonging)
Ok, well...maths was never my forte and I guess it never will be. The end of nearly drowning in debt is so nearly in sight and I almost feel like I'm coming up for air after what seems like years under water. Ever the realist though I know it isn't over quite yet.
